Friday, 25 October 2013
Stuff
I'm wondering if I should see someone about my mental health.
It still doesn't seem too gurd.
Also why I am I so hard on myself? It's literally making everyday almost impossible.
I need to sort my fucking life out.
It still doesn't seem too gurd.
Also why I am I so hard on myself? It's literally making everyday almost impossible.
I need to sort my fucking life out.
Friday, 5 April 2013
FUCKING PLAN
gotta sort life out.
Firstly - sort out reveiw next week. look at harvard referencing thing from alice. look at shit online and the booklet then do the motherfucker.
Secondly - figure out exactly what sort of thing I want to do right now. plan for a piece.
Thirdly - experiment with random things.
Fourthly - write up annotation with alcohol and movies.
Fifthly - stop bothering people with my pathetic problems.
Sixthly - Organise work better. get folders for displaying the smaller pieces.
Seventhly - Sort out what I want to get printed from gosta for when I return to uni (or sooner if I can).
Eighthly - grow the fuck up.
Nineth - ditch the dregs that piss me off.
Tenthly - sort my brain. tell it to shut the fuck up.
Eleventhly - Update my blog everytime I go on the internet.
Twelvethly - Sort out Cauldron crap when things return to normal pace.
Thirteenthly - Do one piece at a time.
Firstly - sort out reveiw next week. look at harvard referencing thing from alice. look at shit online and the booklet then do the motherfucker.
Secondly - figure out exactly what sort of thing I want to do right now. plan for a piece.
Thirdly - experiment with random things.
Fourthly - write up annotation with alcohol and movies.
Fifthly - stop bothering people with my pathetic problems.
Sixthly - Organise work better. get folders for displaying the smaller pieces.
Seventhly - Sort out what I want to get printed from gosta for when I return to uni (or sooner if I can).
Eighthly - grow the fuck up.
Nineth - ditch the dregs that piss me off.
Tenthly - sort my brain. tell it to shut the fuck up.
Eleventhly - Update my blog everytime I go on the internet.
Twelvethly - Sort out Cauldron crap when things return to normal pace.
Thirteenthly - Do one piece at a time.
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
Wednesday, 19 December 2012
Survived
I managed to survive...I have my stuff. I think I'm going to say, I'm done for the day. Shattered, ill and stressed to fuck. Why bother doing more printing? I don't think I can physically carry much more so what's the point?
Sunday, 16 December 2012
MY BLESSING (all I can think of right now)
My wonderful family.
My intelligence.
My love, my Tomahawk, the man who I love so much and is my rock through everything.
My friends - uni friends who are amazing people.
My old school friends - the ones who stuck around.
My art - my life.
My money - not in an obsessive sense but as a sense of security and assurance.
My home - it is beautiful.
My pets/little friends - they bring strange wisdom and calm to me.
The things I earned - my awesome stuff, my awards, my sense of self that I worked hard to reclaim.
My books - my collections.
My beliefs - things that guide me, paganism, spiritualism, tranquilty and the feel of the natural world.
All the shit in my room - little things, small items/collections that I hold strange value to, the awesome little nick-nacks.
My awesome clothes - non comformist and beautiful stuff.
My jewellery - my magpie obsession, my love for beautiful/bizarre and unique things.
My health - I could be so sickly and weak.
and yeah yeah yeah...so many things.
My intelligence.
My love, my Tomahawk, the man who I love so much and is my rock through everything.
My friends - uni friends who are amazing people.
My old school friends - the ones who stuck around.
My art - my life.
My money - not in an obsessive sense but as a sense of security and assurance.
My home - it is beautiful.
My pets/little friends - they bring strange wisdom and calm to me.
The things I earned - my awesome stuff, my awards, my sense of self that I worked hard to reclaim.
My books - my collections.
My beliefs - things that guide me, paganism, spiritualism, tranquilty and the feel of the natural world.
All the shit in my room - little things, small items/collections that I hold strange value to, the awesome little nick-nacks.
My awesome clothes - non comformist and beautiful stuff.
My jewellery - my magpie obsession, my love for beautiful/bizarre and unique things.
My health - I could be so sickly and weak.
and yeah yeah yeah...so many things.
17/12/12
My Life. At the moment - it is a mixture of greatness and stress. The stress coming from my uni course and of course getting stuff ready for xmas. I need to do a lot of stuff this week, I guess I will try and see some of it as positive. Mainly what I have got to do is:
Sort out different printing combinations.
Print more acetate pieces.
Possibly do some more tracing paper prints.
Look around for lighting boxes for my work.
Cook some.
Tidy up.
Final xmas shopping.
Mucho to do. I am rather concerned about the lack of time I have this week - especially as the uni is only open this week until it is closed for xmas. The main thing to do I suppose is to prioritise. I suppose the xmas shopping and the artwork is the main thing. The rest I can work out as I go along.
I hope it all works out somehow - I plan to use tomorrow to properly figure it all, to do cooking, tidying, planning, printing designs and sketchbook work.
Sort out different printing combinations.
Print more acetate pieces.
Possibly do some more tracing paper prints.
Look around for lighting boxes for my work.
Cook some.
Tidy up.
Final xmas shopping.
Mucho to do. I am rather concerned about the lack of time I have this week - especially as the uni is only open this week until it is closed for xmas. The main thing to do I suppose is to prioritise. I suppose the xmas shopping and the artwork is the main thing. The rest I can work out as I go along.
I hope it all works out somehow - I plan to use tomorrow to properly figure it all, to do cooking, tidying, planning, printing designs and sketchbook work.
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